You want it, but your actions doesn't say so. Nothing's been done to prove so. It's not working, not at all. Again, just hanging there like a fucktard. You don't know what you want, what you want or hope to gain out of it, what you hope to look forward to, nothing of these sort. Then why am I back in this? I'm back in this not to go with the flow like you did previously. A waste of my time, and energy. It will be physically, mentally and emotionally torturing.
Integrity is needed.
It's not happening.