No one could justify the decision you've made but can only respect it for it takes a lot of courage for one to do so. It feels absurd and selfish though. As much as one tries to choose not to think about why this or why that, it will always be an haunting thought at the end of the day. You've kept us in the dark.
Although what we had maybe insignificant to you in the present considering that it was 7-8years ago and that we lost contact after it ended. Many a times, we seem like total strangers when we bumped into each other in the streets. I can't deny, you made an awesome partner. I knew you as the silly innocent happy-go-lucky loveable boy. Well, we both young and innocent then. I can only vaguely remember what went on between us but I'm definitely sure you were the first I loved and even went into an emotional turbulence during that period of time (Hahhaha).
No matter what it is now, I will and have always remembered you. It's my privilege to have known you as a friend and a partner before. Thank God.
Rest in peace, PZY.❣
The Lord is with you.