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When money becomes an issue... It beats everything, hands down. Yes, it's of great importance but I think of it as.. only to a certain extend. There're certain things where opportunities, they only come once. It's either you grab it now, or never putting aside the possibility of maybe being lucky yeah. anyway, I can't say that I'm a lot better just yet. Extremely upset and disappointed, yes. Regrets, maybe / maybe not. In any case, I guess I do deserve a lot better though I was really happy with you, enough to feel such a great deep pain. Oh gosh, literally crying on the inside. As much as I still do want this to work, I need closure. .....