many a times, i've been questioned.. how long, how long was it? Gosh, do you people understand that it's not about the time. it isn't the quantity, it's the quality. In any case, you have to be strong Vic. Though i still think of you every waking moment, it gets so depressing. i would feel lost. i lost something that was once so significant in my life. i've never valued any other more than i did, for you and for us. you're gonna move on, i have to do the same bcuz nothing to going to change. the love wasn't enough, it wasn't enough to enable you to want to put in any more efforts or make any sacrifices for this relationship. Sacrifices made can be painful and torturing; i was more than willing but it was otherwise on your part. Already being unable to get through such an obstacle now, wouldn't it be worst when something greater comes along? something that can be more tormenting than before.
Yes, i still can't deny that i love you and i'll continue to grieve over you day and night but it's all part of the process isn't it? gosh, i have no idea how long it's gonna take and so i have to weep over this tragic phase of my life until i get sick of it? hah.
Well, this is it.
