yeap, zouked on a friday night aft work. gave omar's birthday at MBS a missed.
Leading my carefree lifestyle and still not willing to give it up just yet shows i'm not ready to commit yet. nothing relating to relationships actually. or am i just simply lazy. or maybe both. because apparently i'm not setting my priorities right. i'm well aware that i have the choice to really commit to a job offered to me and do it well but i'd rather hit the clubs, hangout etc than spending all these time to being productive, get the job done and not working on them during times when i'm less than sixty percent awake and when it has to be done within an ultimately short period of time. i know it, i barely put in any effort. Ahhhh, hopeless vict.. h o p e le s s.
then again, it hit me really hard. the times when i was fucking demoralized... ... ... hmmm... (there, i said it. bit by bit.)
Incompetent ; Good-for-nothing. i wouldn't want to be belittled again but yet i'm doing nothing about it.
What is wrong w me? Damn.
.u s e le s s.
