not feeling any better even after letting it out.
in fact, worse than before.

iknowthatthere'snothingelseicandoorsayalready
becausewhateverisgoingtohappenisprobablyfatedtohappen.
feelingmoreinsecurethanbefore.it'snotthatihavenofaithinyou.
butallguysarethesame.youmaysayotherwise.
butitwillneverchangethefactthatallguysarethesame.
iknowbadthingsisgoingtohappen.icantotallyfeelit,senseit.
notjustnowbuthasbeenforareallylongtimealready.
ihavetoalwaystellmyselfthatimjustbeingparanoid.always.
pretendthatwhateverithoughtittobearejustmypureimagination.